I was "daddy's girl" , and for some reason, he called me "Bahadur Bacha." It was devastating losing a parent, but I never thought my father would die.
Baba this letter goes out to you...........
Dear Baba , It's now been almost 2 months since you left me and the rest behind. Most people would call it selfish to say that you left us behind but thats how I feel. You were the most important and inspirational person in my life. I looked up to you like you were the biggest and strongest man alive. As i write this letter to you I have so many emotions that want to come out at once I feel like im going to burst just writing you this letter. I do know that January 25th 2009 was the worst day of my past and probably my future.I can still remember walking to your room and seeing the worry on moms face. When i first found out you died and still now i feel angry that you left me behind.I feel like Im nothing without you.Baba I miss you so much, everyone does. It's so rediculous to wish you back cause it will never happen. I wish i could just share one more hugg with you the way you used to hugg me. I wish just one more father daughter conversation. I wish I could hear your voice and touch your face. Most of all I just wish that i could say I love you and Goodbye just one last time I miss you so much baba and am in so much pain without you I can't wait until the day we will be together again.
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